Breathe Deep and Live Free

Breathe Deep and Live Free
Breathe Deep and Live Free

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Almost done with college life - Counseling

So I have tried various methods of counseling in the past, including music, friends, family, long walks, and counselors. I went at Brockport and talked to this awesome guy who looked like Santa, but he couldn't really figure me out, or why i was feeling the way I do. I just finished my last counseling session here at RIT with this awesome lady. She knows whats up, and basically told me that all my feelings, all my emotions, and everything else I feel or think about is OK. And totally natural. Sick. Now that I feel a little bit more normal here in this world I'm ready to take on a whole lot more. She never felt sorry for me, or told me my life sucks, she basically told me to take a deep breath and deal with it. I can't change other people and only have the power to look at it from a better point of view. My anger? Totally fine! Let it boil on up, but try to release it with out hitting/hurting anyone. She even suggested I put on super loud music and dance it off. How did she know!@!!!!@#$@! I'm sad that today was my last appointment, but then again its natural to feel sad too :)

My picture for today??? The good old days when we were all so cute and innocent. When I had no idea what was about to happen and what I would have to deal with for years to come.