I couldn't tell you how many times I have given people advice, or shared stories from my experiences in hope that I could help someone make a better decision themselves. I think I am not the best at taking peoples advie though. I love getting it though, and sitting down with friends and discussing things that we feel are of importance to us. For right now the thing that seems to be popping up the most is relationships. It quite possibly could be the only thing thats been talked about lately in all reality. I'm head over heels for someone and just drove, by myself, in the car for close to 40 hours. Now that is a lot of alone time with yourself. So what do I do? Day dream. Wild, crazy, awesome, amazing day dreams. I basically planned out the next 20 years of my life and a million different ways on how everything could work out. I just got some really good advice though... Be careful setting your expectations so high. You could end up setting the bar so far up that when reality happens, and has the potential to be perfect and amazing, you will still not be satisfied because it doesn't add up to that extra oridanarily amazing expectation that you had planned. Be happy with what you have and the opportunities that present themselves to you right now. And then when the time comes for those awesome amazing planned out things to happen, be happy with them. And if the time is right, and the person is right, then it will be perfect.
I always think so far in advance! Sometimes I really wish I would keep my mind in the here and now, but boy oh boy is that tough. I know this summer is going to be so fun, but I really I just want to get going to the amazing stuff that I know is in store for me... I know its out there waiting and it is all just going to work out! And it is going to be great! so great.
Right now is great. I'm at Sammy's alone with Scarlet. I figured Chelsea and Sammy should get some grocery shopping done alone. Scarlet just woke up from a nap and now is dancing around the living room with me to Florence and the Machine. She's coloring and playing with her play set. Its a perfect arrangement really, and I am so happy here with her. I really should open up my own day care. I just need an outlet to the outside world too... I just read an awesome email from Jordan, who should hopefully be surfacing in a day or so, cross your fingers! And tonight I am going up to Boulder to hang out with awesome people and celebrate a birthday.
Take other peoples advice. Sometimes their advice may not be the best, but its good practice anyway. Don't plan to much for the future. Instead, just make your future happen. Make it the very best that you can, and I bet that will be pretty good
