Impatience is killing me

I am patient is the thing.  I'm super patient with little kids, and patient in the car, even in traffic.  But impatience these days is driving me nuts.  Hopefully time will go fast and it will get better.  Katina says it will, so I am sure it must be true.  Cassie says I'll get used to it, so I am sure that is true too.

I spent the weekend with Cassie and her family.  What a cool family.  Always asking if you need something else, or if everything is good.  There was a Kuerig in the house so I had as much tea, coffee, and hot chocolate as I wanted too.  That was awesome.  And it works so fast!  I love hot drinks, they never hurt my teeth, so being able to have them whenever is awesome.  Maybe I will get one of those someday when I have my own place :)

I need to make a plan or a schedule.  I don't like having all day with nothing really to do.  A lot of people I know would love sitting in front of the tv, or just vegging out, but then there are those other people, the ones that I happen to be closer with that would get stir crazy.  I really like yoga.  It kinda forces you to sit still and rest your mind.  My mind is always trying to race off to some other place, no matter what pose your in, and its so nice when it goes quiet for a second.  Peace.  No thinking about the future, just quiet. 

I'm going to hula hoop tomorrow.  And jump rope.  Throw in some double-unders for sure.  Before that I am going to finish printing all of  my things for Charleston and send them in.  I should check on Boulder and see if there is anything else I need to do for that school district.  I should just keep sending random stuff in so I stay on top of their piles.

Be patient.  Take a deep breath.