Back to Reality

I can't believe its been ten days.  Eric left for Missouri which was pretty hard at first because I was so used to seeing him everyday. Dropping him off at the airport was the worst because it was so sad to just see him go.  It was like leaving a lot of my friends.  I hate driving away and looking for that last wave goodbye.  It makes me so incredibly sad to say goodbye to people.  Something very important to me though IS that last wave, like when someone is pulling away and they look back and wave that one last extra time.  That is a huge sign of friendship to me. I am not surprised how fast I pulled my shit back together after I watched him go though. I immersed myself in some more work and hung out with some good friends.
Thursday a friend and I went for a late night drive to talk about life and ended up climbing this random tree and just hanging out and talking late into the night while watching the moon cross the sky.  Then Friday morning there was this amazing hail storm here with flooding and thunder and lightning.  I wish I had my camera and had braved the rain and wind to take some amazing photos.  Instead I needed to catch a few Z's before Crossfit.
Holy crap CrossFit. I think I am almost overdoing it.  My quads feel like they are going to tear, which is not exactly a good kind of soreness. I like being in good shape and able to flex my biceps, but I also think I need to calm down a bit. I enjoy the workouts though, its nice to have someone else pushing you that hard.  I can't wait to be a coach someday and push other people to their limits and make them achieve things they wouldn't otherwise think that they could.
I worked 5 shifts last week and am going to work another 5 this week. The money is nice and good, but sometimes its a little excessive how much I am at that dang bar.  I like being a bartender though.  I really really enjoy it actually.  But I need to spend my last bit of time here more wisely.
Yesterday Keysa, Mary, and I did a really fun CrossFit workout at the park and busted our butts for 15 minutes. Then I went surfing with Keysa, Jak, and Jordan afterwards where I got totally sunburnt! haha what else is new. We went to see This Means War afterwards which was actually a really funny movie.

I'm pretty happy right now actually. I have a smile on my face, and a full belly thanks to the frittata I just had. I like the people that I'm hanging out with here, and where I am in "life" before moving to Colorado in two months.  I knew that I would be 'fine' when Eric left. I'm always fine. Not that our time together wasn't awesome and totally worth it, but maybe I'm just not ready yet.  Time to move on with my life.  Buying a plane ticket for JFK for April 10th...